a step into darkness...

AFA day 1 ... my worst thing and best thing that ever happened...

2010-11-14T03:38:00.002+08:00

the good thing is that i took a photo with kaname, shake hands and talk a bit... >.<
so happy!! but the bad part was as follows... lazy type... so i just used the one i type
to my friend in msn....
the start of my cuiness T^T but still overall a good thing...got photo...

first i no cam, so use my friends one to pai... then when no bat le then found kaname...sad....
next
elina outside the area... mel holding her ticket cos help elina buy...so mel went to find elina... before elina outside...mel pass me her phone to take kaname photo.... so when mel went off ..
her phone with me....
that one still nvm...
then kaname fin with his things and got abit of free time.... so i manage to ask him if can take photo....he say can....
later...when wan use mel phone pai... dono is jia or elina call her phone...
i panic... kua her phone....
then start pressing 4 e cam function....
then my phone rang....
then i pick up (panic even more) say " i taking photo with kaname... later then call..."
(panic even more....) elina call mel phone...
kua again... cos i stand there too long le... still haven't take photo.... somemore kaname wait very long....
then suddenly mel phone lock....
dono how unlock...
press very long... so i panic even more... i both excited and panicking at same time....until start to zun sia... T^T then button cannot press properly....
then kaname manager say 6 need go off le... no time...
so kaname ask me to make ok my things first...he take with annother.... cos no time le he say take with only two people...
the he say me and another girl who ask him if can take....
then i one coner panic.. and press press....
give up on mel's phone..use my old phone...
old phone the cam function suddenly not working.....
no screen come out.... panic even more....
press very long then can....
went to delete pic cos phone no space....
while i was still pressing... the cam function to come out.. become my turn to pai le...
panic sia...
then i then him i very nervous....
(still figuring out how to make e cam function out)
then he tell me " daijoubu daijoubu" (don't worry don't worry)
pat pat me yi sia...after that when my phone can le... he help me hold my phone....
then he pass to his manager to help us pai....
haha
very cui right?
panic until siao...
o'level also never so stress...

hee...then we shake hands ^_^

anyway that was the gist of it... most of the calls and event happening was cut cos lazy
say...cannot really too clearly also...panic too much le.... FYI the whole thing only lasted
a few mins... think 5-15 mins for the whole event to occur finish.... remember i kua
phone a few times...ans phone a few times also... T^T mel's and mine....

my loots!!

2010-10-10T20:16:00.008+08:00

hee....yesterday i went out with my friends too a cosplay event
in funan.... but there wasn't much things to see....there was this
toy section which had some soft toys where you can press the
legs or hands for it to sing...but the cool thing is that the toys
mouth and head can move as it sings!! one of it is a bear which
is dress in a hip hop style and can dance! the whole body can
move!! best thing is that it it still soft even if it has parts to
make it move!! hee... i also went to a booth to see a guy call
chris ( if i remember correctly) do some card magic.... totally
no cosplay event feel... 0.0

i did hear the karaok part of the event...but after that no
mood see the event and went to the other areas of the shop
...spent most of the time in a game shop see some uncle
play a game call castlevania (something like that i think)
...the uncle very pro...play until very li hai.... uncle's
friends also very li hai like that....

hee... then also bought Dr Jart+ the Acne-x spot out...
used it... quit nice...my piples less red and srink in size....

here's e pic:

hee....today went with kaasan and neesan to isetan ....
main reason is to buy kabuki brush from the japan fare
there....hee... i bought some nice stuff there....
bought Koyudo cleansing brush ... very soft and nice ^_^
very cute heart shape also...
will try it today!!
Pic:

hee...also got buy hair asscessory for yukata use next
time in the future.... nya~

Pic:

Also got buy dou dou... quite nice hee.... one sakura flaver
another one's milk... 0.0 rare thing for me to like milk taste
stuffs...

Pics:

hee...ja nee ^_^

eto...long time no see...

2010-10-09T00:41:00.007+08:00

haha....do abit of update....hee....got lots of complains that i no
update my blog for a long time... main reason : cos i lazy...
haha ... nyan..

ma... in this holiday i only eat,sleep,watch anime, read manga and
more manga.. so got nothing much to talk about....haha...oh ya...
i went to draw a few new OC .... i also decided to gather my
old drawings and draw all of them in a few papers....
( only the head to half the body though).... cos i have a bad habit
of drawing my OC one time and never draw them again.... =.="'
not a good thing.... so i will start gathering them together and make
something like there profile page? :X
(only their name with them though... 90% of them no name... =.=" .. cuiness..)

Sad thing is.... most of them don't really look like the original first
drawing le.... sad... my style like change abit... dono for better or
worst.... my drawing change so much exp Shion...
he become nicer looking....but looks different... dono i want to cry or laugh... =.="'

oh...forgot to say... but now i got deviantArt account..... abit of my artworks
are there.... but now no scanner...cannot scan my drawing.... anyway here is the link: http://mitsurei.deviantart.com/

nyan~... hee... this month will be interesting ba... dono if i wil write it in blog or not....
heee.....
but will be doing a special project... not drawing related.... hee... top secret for now...

ciaos~

hee...

2009-10-04T14:37:00.005+08:00

here's my pic of my new sunglasses....will pei YL for eoy with it....

hee....

Akira;

Shiki:

haha...think i will look like a bicker with the sunglasses and my

akira outfit....think YL who is cosplaying shiki will look like from

matrix ....haha

hee....an update after a long time....

2009-09-09T16:02:00.000+08:00

hee.... i finally updated my blog!!!!
guess what i found?....some problems with my blogger!!?....sad....cannot upload pics.....
ok...just cut my hair again but i cut too much T^T now my hair's too short!! TT^TT ......

nvm....on the good side i might be able to just cosplay without a wig....but now the problem is that my hair will be a bit too long for my charactor.....T_T .....

haiz.... i will be cosplaying 4 eoy on 26 dec as Akira of Togainu no chi !!! YAY!!! i hope no one is cosplaying as him for eoy....hee....yee ling will also be cosplaying with me!!! YAY!!! \(=O=)/

hope i can get my costume cheap....same for the wig....hee.... dono if i want to wear color contacts or not.....cos i think wearing contacts is so scary....like digging your eyes or something....T^T ..... but my Akira has blue eyes!!! TT^TT .....sad.....

2009-06-25T19:29:00.001+08:00

hee.....i cut my hair today!!! but see le also no diff de..... dono why....

hee...today i went out with jia and bought NEO genesis, a jap rock mag...... hee....they all so goog looking de!!! so cute!!!!

KYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

woohooo!!! jap lessons...

2009-05-13T23:16:00.005+08:00

hee....today i and jia go apply 4 jap lessons 4 sat.....hee.... finally i can go learn jap le......

hee...today very busy...after lessons i have cca but it was quite fun.....Pres crap and joke alot.....

hee....i even decided to join both M.A.I.D and cosplay one.....hee....i still thinking if i wan to cosplay or not.....after that i went with jia to apply....hee....i went hope to take things first and she got barked by pepper....he so naughty.....

my PD blog!!!

2009-05-09T21:06:00.002+08:00

hee...after few days of little sleep, i manage to edit a blog skin for my personal development blog for my project!!! try to see some interesting update there at a later time which will contain many interesting process of my project at a later time.....

here the pd blog: http://atashi-no-story.blogspot.com

new update to my blog!! and etc....

2009-05-04T12:38:00.004+08:00

Hee.... just being lame..... i just added a song portion to the lyrics section so that you can hear the song that i put up for the lyrics of the month....hee....

ok, schools been alright these days and i think i will join the cca in my school call sakuran Japanese club. hee.... during the first orientation for the cca , every one wan quite an jing.... but the OGLs of the club were very interesting..... they let us play some lame stuff which they themselves think were lame....O.O

the games were simple, first game was to make an paper plane and see whose will fly the furthest....did not fly mine.... cos too weak le....haha....

second was the guessing game, guess the anime or character.... i SO SAD .... cos i manage to get e anime correct but cos anime so long ago le.... cannot remember their name.... stupid thing is the go put video games character in it.... STUPID FINAL FANTASY ..... like i got play the game like that.... i can guess from which game already very good le.... STILL want me say the character's name where i don't know and i only watch the movie once and its RAW ... NO SUBS... AS IF I CAN SPOT WHAT NOT REALLY MAIN CHARACTER"S NAME IS!!! .... can say cloud's nave very good already.....

third game play janken pong.... aka scissors paper stone..... lazy say any thing le.....

prep lessons....

2009-04-14T19:49:00.003+08:00

Haiz....so tired....went to school today for prep lessons for my course but to my horror the maths prep lessons were A-MATHS !!!! waa.... i hate a-maths n i had to study those parts i learn before in secondary school =.=" ..... i wanna die le..... even worse is that i don't remember most of the a-maths that i had learn before, sad.... i feel like sleeping in class some more the lecture hall was so cold after sitting inside for awhile.....but still need go for tomorrow's lessons on differentiation n integration.... sob.... already forgot everything about it le.....

ok, just a small note.... just in case u did not notice, under the header called night race i actually put e type of races that my friends wanted to be when i ask them about it.... if u are thinking "what the Hell is a night race!? ", its actually what i called things , creatures or monsters of the night. Examples of them are night elf,reapers,death gods, ghost, ghoul,undead, zombies,mummies,witch,werewolves,lycantropes,vampires,dampires,devils,demons,ogres,soul taker, banshee, ferry man(take dead souls to e other world by bout), dark sorcerer or wizard, incubus, tengu,yuki onna,oni,nekomata,Cerberus,etc....there is a list of monster's names here: http://www.monstropedia.org/index.php?title=List_of_specific_demons_and_types_of_demons ..... ok there are some who did not ans my question so i dono wat to do about it as well.... so its half complete.... sad....

changed again!!!

2009-04-11T16:45:00.003+08:00

hee.... i changed my blog skins again....its very nice, i like the design ....blood red 0.0 ....but quite shitty.....cos i spent more than 12hrs editing it.... this is what happens when someone wants to change a face book skin to a blog skin... -_-" some more for someone who dono coding its a miracle that after so many haywires n skin go totally wrong , i still could fix most of the probs....(Note: still have some prob )....hais.... i going to die le.....dono what to do about it....

OK...if u ask why i changed my skin again....its because the previous one was too difficult to use...some people dono where the heck is the buttons for the other pages like personal info etc. so got to change it..... yee ling was also complaining that the skin was not nice.....

i added an extra as well.... ^_^

new skin!!

2009-02-12T16:03:00.003+08:00

as u can see i changed my blog skin!! nice?? i like i alot though.... i had trouble finding where were the links to go to the other pages...hee....and good news! i nowing going to NYP as an multimedia & infocomm tec student!!!hee....i even edited abit in the blog skin .... changed the passage when u first go in to my blog ....hee.... sentences are taken from Colors of the Heart from the Jrock band UVERworld and Teardrops from BOWL, a jpop band....don't think they sing it in english cos they sang the song in jap and i only took the translated version of the lyrics.....hee...and added a little tiny bit of self created ones in also...hee....

jap name part 2....

2009-02-04T23:28:00.002+08:00

finally found what rui(玲) means!!! it means Prolonged tinkling .....
the Japanese reading of 瑞 (zui) is also read as mizu, meaning "young and fresh," "ageless," "unfading," "auspicious,"" beautiful,"etc.... so i guess my name means unfading prolonged tinkling??? or auspicious prolonged tinkling??? in the woods???(remember my surname's Hayashi which means woods or forest)....the rest don't fit though.... OMG!!! I'm just a sound!!! no wounder i so non-existant de.... sometimes people don't know i standing there for a long time le....

my jap name!!

2009-02-03T13:33:00.005+08:00

hee... i just found out how my chinese name is read in Jap!!! its read as Rin zuirei (林瑞玲) and i found out the Japanese reading of 瑞 (zui) is mizu, meaning "young and fresh," "ageless," "unfading," "auspicious," "beautiful,"etc. It is also the same mizu as in the Mizu-Spirit, one of the two major categories of spirit according to Onisaburo which governed matter,earth,negative,water,motherhood.(The Mizu-Spirit has the weft direction. Its counterpart, the Izu-Spirit, has the warp direction. The union of the Mizu-Spirit and the Izu-Spirit--that is, the Izunome-Spirit, is symbolized by the cross.) though i don't know what 玲(rei)
means, zuirei actually sounds like water spirit as rei means spirit but i'm not sure if my rei is the rei meaning spirits.....hee.... oh ya, my surname can be read as hayashi, meaning forest, woods....so if i take it that my name means water spirit, would't my sound something like the water spirit in the forest or woods ???.....so now people can call call me Hayashi san/chan etc. or just Zuirei.....hee...quite interesting right?? ^_^

DIY N Shopping

2009-02-02T02:15:00.011+08:00

hee... dyed my hair last night with the help of my sis n her bottle of houyu dye....there was not much of a colour change though....my hair turned slightly more brown....but I'm guessing that the colour might turn even brighter after some time like what usually happens to my sis hair.....my hair colour is now called caramel chocolate brown, but i don't see much of a caramel colour....

i bought a ribbon hair clip from Crystal n ruby from Theblingblingprincessineveryone AKA tbbpie.blogspot.com...(pics of it are still not uploaded in to their site yet....they don't have time right now)...hee...saw them went crazy over the different types of ribbon to make n trying to make the shape they want....i did disturb them most of the time n fussing over a perfect summitry of the ribbon but they told me a perfect look would look n weird because it will look unnatural...crystal even asked me why i can't over look a 1mm diff between e two sides of the ribbon...(don't look like 1mm diff though...more like 2mm -_- )

... and now my sis n friend made me feel like buying some clothes from MDS .....arr don't i should buy or not....

here's the pics of it:

hee ^_^

2008-12-25T03:25:00.008+08:00

finally finish playing togainu no chi (Shiki part)..... keep repeating the whole game just to find the shiki ark....shiki so hard to find!!!! KYA !!!SHIKI ROCKS!!!! love akira N shiki!!! ending of the keisuke ark was nice but i was quite sad when he die when playing the shiki version....

love the shiki ending where he rule over jap ... kya !!! they very cool looking but i don't like akira's change of attitude... he became so strict and obediant...like the defiant and cool attitude more... but he looks cool in the uniform...hee...(look below) .... KYA!!!!!! they so cool looking....SHIKI,AKIRA!!!

( going crazy over shiki n akira right now).... think of playing N's version.... i'm thinking of playing other BL games as well... some caught my interest.....ま thats for later though.... if anyone know some nice bl game can intro me??

SHIKI!!!! AKIRA!!!! KYA!!!

Haiz....

2008-12-19T00:33:00.002+08:00

spent 3 days to download one game and other programs just to play ONE game...3 DAYS !!! could have done a lot of things with the time....but most of the time was wasted on figuring out
how to use the stupid program and Mount the split file i downloaded to play.....even went to follow the guide but could not understand much... finally went to search the whole forum for help..... found out the guide was OUTDATED!!! it was only 4 XP not vista and the mounting program was the newest one....( guide state that i must make sure that e icon i must see was a green lighting bolt n if i see a red one i should change some settings....Guess what i saw? mine was PURPLE!!! ). Panic e whole time and tried to follow closely to e guide...luckly only 1 thing was different n i manage to sole it myself......

the other program i needed was the AGTH ( game text hooker) program went to follow e guide ...
had lots of trouble.....after managing to do so ... found out that the whole step was so that by clicking the shortcut of the game the AGTH will start up together..... after spending so many hours figuring out the whole program....those step was actually unnecessary....could just spent the few second to open the AGTH n start e game....

cos e game was in Jap i needed to change the whole computer system to Jap just so that the Kanji can come out.....n i can translate it with my translation program....surprisingly the whole system remained in English... N Jap was supported (i was still wondering if i could manage to switch the system back...) ... Though there were still some problems.... sis complained that the
Googles site she went to was converted to jap....luckily there was this language tab on my Task bar that allows me to switch back to English... it help out alot.....^_^

in the end the program was quite simple....so moral of the story is that i suck at com.....

OK...enough of com talk....

today sis n co. made me panic for nothing....(already had enough headache n panics for 3 days)...
sis told me that her friend Ruby(nick of her from their shop) said that today was the day o'level results were out....(i started to panic ) ... even went to call jia jia if it was true....

jia said that today was the results 4 N'level not O ..... found out why Ruby said O result was today....reason was that she saw many student taking their result....so thought was O....
she even sms to sis to tell us it was a false alarm after she went to check the newspapers....

P.S to friends: Don't make me panic on such things...i DO NOT read newspapers at all unless forced to.... so don't scare me...i will die one.....

TT^TT total disaster...

2008-12-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

went to hear the Sakura Addiction - Hibari Kyouya vs. Rokudou Mukuro - Mukuro Hen title:Kufufu no Fu ~Boku to Keiyaku~ (Contract with Me)....

TT^TT total mukuro image break down ....only the Ku fu fu part and some part of the lyrics suit him but how he sing it made the image of mukuro broke down but the song is quite funny....

here's the lyrics taken from animelyrics.com :

Masaka boku ga kono te de
Kimi ni fureru nante ne
Kimi ha sono ama sa yue
Boku ni nottorareru

Goran boku no oddoai
Obie ta kao utsusu yo
"Aete ureshii desu yo"
Nante beta sugi desu

Saa boku to keiyaku shimasen ka?
Kioku nakusu sono mae ni

Kufufu kufufu kufufu no fu
Odorasete agemasu yo kimi no karunevaare
Junsui de utsukushii sekai ni nareba
Ayatsurareta kimi ha boku to eien no sanba

Raku ni shite agemasu yo
Kimi ga negai kou nara
"Isshun de ii desu ka?"
Oyaoya towa ni desu ka

Naku nante riyuu ga wakaranai
Boku ga warui mitai desu

Kufufu kufufu kufufu no fu
Kidzukasete agemasu yo
Kimi no unmei wo
Suteppu wo fumi nagara
Koware hajimeru
Kanashii me no kimi wa boku no
Itoshii omocha (desu ka ne)

Saa boku to keiyaku shimasen ka?
Kioku nakusu sono mae ni

Kufufu kufufu kufufu no fu
Odorasete agemasu yo kimi no karunevaare
Junsui de utsukushii sekai ni nareba
Ayatsurareta kimi wa boku to eien no sanba

here's e link to e song: http://www.imeem.com/sai-shong/music/-nWxt6aS/iida_toshinobu_kufufu_no_fu_boku_to_keiyaku/

oh and i heard hibari's song ...kya so like him... >.<>http://www.imeem.com/freyadustyrose/music/mPOBrcUA/kondo_takashi_hitoribocchi_no_sadame/

ok no more hitman reborn talk 4 now....
i'm now lack of comic to read..T^T... still waiting 4 vol.4 of Mother Keeper by sorano kairi who also is the mangaka of Monochrome factor ...which i am also still waiting 4 the next chap.... also waiting 4 other manga like Loveless(shonen ai),junjou romantica(yaoi), crimson spell(yaoi), yami no matsuei(shonen ai), d.grey man, Kaneval,psyren and tactics....etc....

hee...poping around

2008-12-12T01:20:00.000+08:00

got nothing to do so i went to pop around blogs ...
did some updates on my links...hee...

sis told me that if i got nothing to do then help her thread the pearls 4 her to make the necklace...
but i got nothing to gain from it..... should i charge her 4 service charge??

Update on sis n co on their progress: make some bracelets but dono they want to sell those or not ?? personally i don't like or hate the bracelet... don't feel anything about it... but the necklace
are nice ... oh a few other new necklace are made...i like them...hee guess i have to buy from them ...but i actually want to get it for free...T^T but sis says no [ even said all the reason why...sounded like scolding though ]....

KYA...

2008-12-02T14:25:00.000+08:00

KYA... finally the manga Yami no matsuei got vol 12 come out T^T waited 4 many years le....
think was 3 years cos start e manga late.....so happy can read on line but only 3 chapter came out.....TT_TT also finally catch up in reading Loveless (manga) from the anime.....could not wait 4 the anime to continue....[likely the anime won't continue...already so many years later le...]

Updates on sis site... very few people go see... though the very necklace nice.... she also very sad, same 4 her friend ...but they seem to be making more other design....

some updates...

2008-11-24T19:18:00.000+08:00

hee...i just edited my site and added a few links...hee...

sis and her friend, Krystal & Ruby, just fin making some necklace ...
those necklace are very nice ... hee u should go and check it out...
right now those necklace are very limited...only one each right now but not sure if they will leave it as only one piece only or they will make a few more of the same piece...
but if they leave it as only one piece only it will be interesting...hee...imagine u wearing the only piece in the world on you... interesting right?

some thing interesting^_^

2008-11-18T14:02:00.000+08:00

today i got news of my cousin selling pets stuff in her blog...
so to pet owners, you can check out some of the interesting stuff she got there...
but for now she only got stuff 4 dogs...says she will consider selling other pet stuff...^_^
here's the link : http://sgfurkidz.blogspot.com/

another good news 4 the girls...hee... my sis and her friend are opening a blog to sell some
accessories for examble earings and necklaces...those would me personally made by them
so it would be quite limited...hee... my sis made one 4 me and it was quite nice...^_^
not sure when they will open but i'll give u the link here: http://www.theblingblingprincessineveryone.blogspot.com/

very long name right ^_^"' .....

TT^TT so...sad....

2008-07-07T20:36:00.000+08:00

hais....can't find any Dolls scans .....do any one know where to find Dolls by Naked Ape(saki otoh and nakamura tomomi)?....

..... today finally brought my dog to see a doctor...guess what i found out? my dog's got stones in his bladder..TT^TT...seen the x-ray scans and the stones are quite big...doctor says he has to be operated, dono if he will be alright.....poor odie.... T^T......

hi

2007-07-15T18:24:00.001+08:00

hi!!! this is ''sakura-chan" ...those who know me should know cos i always use that name often....
still cannot catch then 'Rin chan' ......if you are thinking why i am using those name, its because i don't feel like putting up my real name...hee......so bear with it.....hee....
if you are wondering why i have change my blog its because i forgot my account ..... thou i don't alway update my blog hee......

it depends on my mood, if i feel like it i update it.....don't feel like it i don't do anything....hee........^_^